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Kylo Ren x Reader - Lightsaber

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(A/N: No (major) spoilers in this story! Oh my gosh, I think I made Kylo OOC x.x Spare me the hate, mate! I tried *insert sobbing here*! Anyways, one-shot, one-shot, one-shot, one-shot story!; The lyrics are translated from Korean, so here's a link to the lyric video I used for the translation: [link] Also, don't listen to the song while reading this; otherwise you'll be repeating it over and over for who knows how long, unless you really like it... like me~ Song: Lightsaber by EXO)

You're a lone flower,
with a cold, iced-over gaze,
starlight hidden in the depths,
if only I could wake you,
from your long slumber in the jet black darkness


I watched on top of the dark snowy mountain top as the First Order invaded a village. Albeit, I didn't live there. I was just a pilot for the Resistance, hoping to refuel since I was nearly out of gas. This settlement was very friendly towards our organization and cause, and I guess the First Order found out about it. My sixth sense went off just then and I rolled to the right. Right where I was just laying, a red lightsaber was pressed into the snow.

I quickly stood up and looked to see who my assailant was. It was none other than Kylo Ren himself. This was something that I wasn't prepared for. Even though I knew that what I was about to do wouldn't work, I still pulled out my gun and started firing away. Of course, he deflected each one with his lightsaber as he approached me.

Biting my lower lip, I tossed the gun aside and tried to take out a weapon I thought I would never have to use. Before I could reach it, Kylo Ren reached his hand out and I soon discovered that I couldn't move.

"A Resistance fighter out here?" he asked, seemingly to himself, "Are there any more of you?"

"No... Just me," I answered.

The masked man approached me and took out the weapon I was trying to reach for, "What is this? A lightsaber?"

"You ask a lot of questions," I muttered to myself. I felt the pressure on my body increase after that, "Owowowow! I didn't mean it!"

"And you seem really cocky for someone in a life or death situation," he said as he turned on the blade, "How interesting. I have never seen a yellow lightsaber before."

He placed the blade on the surface of my neck, "So, you are going to kill me with my own weapon? At least before you do so, let me see my killer's face. Even someone like you should honor my final wish."

With that said, he hesitated for a moment before retracting the blade and taking off his mask, dropping it beside him. The face of Kylo Ren is revealed. Pale skin, shoulder length black curly hair, chocolate brown eyes. Not to mention, pretty young. Probably about my age. He didn't look like I thought he would. In fact... he looked really, really handsome.

'Dang it! Not now, not now!' I screamed to myself in my mind. I shook off that thought and continued to observe him, trying to figure out something I could use against him. Emotion, action, thoughts... anything, really. I looked directly into his eyes. I doubt he knew it, since I still had my helmet on. To me, the eyes reveal everything about a person's feelings.

What I first saw, like what anybody else would, was that his gaze was cold-like. Uninviting, you could say. I remained focused on my first priority: reading his emotions. Then I sensed loneliness and confusion. I didn't get it from his eyes, I just suddenly sensed it. And not only did I sense it, but I felt a small flicker of light, trying to be put out by the darkness. That definitely wasn't an emotion. If anything, that was more like the balance of good and evil conflicting.

Maybe there was still hope for him, to be saved and be brought to the light. How would I do that? I should think about that later. Right now, I needed to take advantage of what I know to lower his attention and get away.

"... So, Kylo, why do you seem so confused?" I asked.

His eyes widened for a split second, "What do you mean?"

"Good and evil, fighting for control. Which side are you really on?"

The lightsaber in his hand turned on and he held it to my throat once again. I hit a nerve. One of the many faults that could easily be taken advantage of when it comes to the Dark side is their anger. It was so easy to manipulate. Though, I needed to be careful if I didn't want to die right then and there. This requires me to be cold and calculating.

"I am on the Dark side, and I always will be!" he growled.

"I sensed it, Kylo Ren. There's still light in you, no matter how hard you deny it."

"Shut up! There is no light in me!"

"I can help you. Give up this life and join us."

I felt the invisible grip on me disappear, and I didn't hesitate to take advantage of that second. I side-swept him and he fell over, sending my lightsaber flying. I used the force and it quickly returned to my hand. Then I took off running. I dared not look behind me. To be all honest, I hoped I would get to see him again. Maybe he would take me up on that offer.

Follow the bright light stretching far ahead,
and feel the overflowing brightness,
when I reach your world I awaken,
I make you bloom

Some time had passed since then. I was on a mission to another planet and had to land when I was nearly there. The plane's engine was malfunctioning, cutting out here and there. I hopped out of the plane, opened the engine compartment, and started looking around for the most probable causes of the stalling.

The first thing I checked was the fuel pump. Good and bad news. The good news is that I didn't have to search any more. The bad news? The fuel pump was nearly busted. I needed a new one, and fast. Not only that, but it seemed like I was in the middle of a green valley with tall grass that went up to my knees, and maybe a tree here and there. There was green as far as the eye could see. The sky was also very clear blue, without a single cloud in the sky and rays of light coming from the sun shone down, making it feel warm.

I took off my helmet, and tossed it into the pilot compartment. I admit, I was stuck. There was no way I'm going to fly with a barely usable fuel pump in my plane. At the same time, it seemed like nothing was nearby. I didn't even know what side of the fight this planet was on, or if it was even inhabited. I laid down on the soft, green grass, letting a sigh escape my lips. At least it felt nice and warm here, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.

-Kylo Ren's POV-

"If you don't mind my asking, sir, why do you want to come to Ancra? There is nearly nothing there," one of the soldier's asked.

"Are you questioning my orders?"

"N-No, sir! I did not mean for it to sound like that! But, the planet is barren with only one city on the whole planet. Not to mention, the coordinates you set aren't anywhere near Collis..."

I remained silent. I was aware of that fact, but I felt like there was a reason I had to go there. Why, though? I do not know. I will find out when I get there. I do hope that this feeling that I have does not disappoint me.

Eventually, the ship landed and I stood up. The door lowered and I turned to the men who came with me, "Stay here. I will go alone," I ordered the soldiers who came with me. They nodded their heads and went back to where they were stationed previously. I got off the ship and started walking.

After sometime, I saw a Resistance plane. Taking out my lightsaber, I approached the ship with caution. I knew that it was probably not a surprise attack, but one can never be too careful. Once I got close enough, I noticed a female lying on the ground near an open compartment of the plane. She looked familiar, but at the moment I was not too concerned about identifying her.

As I got closer and closer, I noticed that she was sleeping. I concluded that this must be the pilot of this plane, and the reason I was led here. I turned on my lightsaber and held it just above her chest. Yet, I found that I didn't have the will to kill this Resistance fighter. How pathetic of me... I can slaughter innocent people everyday, but when it comes to an enemy, I cannot do it. Just like last time.

She shifted for a moment and I noticed a glint of silver on her waist. Putting my lightsaber away, I kneeled down on the ground and reached for the object, trying not to wake her. Taking it off its holster, I retracted my hand and looked at the object. A lightsaber, the handle similar to the one from that other Resistance fighter had that I encountered at Fuyu.

'It can not...' I thought to myself. I turned it on and the blade color that appeared was yellow. It was the exact same lightsaber that that pilot I encountered on the snowy planet had. So she was the same one. Why was I led here, and why do I not have the will to kill her?

"Hey... What are you doing with that?" a dreary feminine voice asked, "... Oh... it's you," she said, sitting up and yawning.

"You do not sound scared," I answered, "Considering what I am and all."

"Meh. I just imagine a lost person under all of that evilness."

"... What are you doing here?"

"I can ask you the same thing. You don't exactly look like you're here to take over this planet."

'Now I am having a conversation with her instead of killing her!' I scolded myself in my head, "I do not know. I just... Something led me here."

"Really now? How interesting... My ship's fuel pump is busted, so I'm stuck here."

"If you go that way, there is a mountain. At the top of it is a city called Collis. You should be able to reach it by tomorrow afternoon if you start walking right now."

"Ah, really? I was thinking that this was just all grass on here. Why are you helping me, though? The last time I checked, you wanted me dead," she said as she took her lightsaber from my hand.

"Like I said, I do not know. I do not know why I am helping someone like you," I looked up and I noticed a small smile on her lips, "What is it?"

"Nothing," she stood up and looked down at me, "I suppose while you're here... you want to come with?"

Why is she asking me to come with her? Is she that brave to risk her life? Or is she just really arrogant? Before I realized it, though, I was already standing up. What is wrong with me? It feels like I do not have control over myself, yet it does not seem like she is using any sort of mind-tricks on me.

"Yes or no?" she asked me, "If you don't answer, I'm going to assume that it is a yes."

"Why do you trust me to not kill you behind your back?"

"You could've just killed me while I was sleeping, yes? Yet you didn't," she put her hand on mine, and I felt a warmth I have never felt before inside of me, just from a small touch like this, "There's something about you, Kylo. I can't quite put my finger on it, but..."

"... Fine, I will go with you. I need to know your name first, since you seem to know... one of my names."

"It's (F/n) (L/n)."

I wandered here to your outreached hand,
found you to protect you, to be your savior,
in the pitch black darkness, I'll take your hand,
a life saver, lightsaber

-(F/N)'s POV-

"Well, this couldn't get any worse..." I muttered.

"Move it!" the stormtrooper shoved me off of the ship. I grumbled to myself as I reluctantly followed his orders.

I managed to get caught -don't ask me how- and I now found myself as a hostage to the First Order. Chances are I'll be interrogated by the person who runs this operation, and I won't cooperate, saying that I'd rather die and yadayadayada. The stereotypical-ness of this is far too high. I'll probably manage to escape anyways by using mind tricks.

The two stormtroopers forced me on to a "standing" table, as I called it, and cuffed me by my arms and ankles so I couldn't try to escape. The joke will be on them when I do. I was tapping my fingers on the metal plating around my wrists when I felt a strong, dark presence approaching, getting stronger and stronger with each step.

"(F/n)?" a familiar masked voice asked.

"Oh. Fan-flipping-tastic! Not to sound rude or anything, but uh... you were the last person I was expecting to show up."

Silence. I really hope that I just didn't hurt his feelings or anything. One thing I really didn't want right at that moment was for him to be angry with me. He took off his mask and put it on the table near him before approaching me. I closed my eyes tightly and turned my head away.

I felt his soft breath tickling my ear, and I couldn't help but let out a little giggle. All of the tension from before eased out of my body and I relaxed. I opened my eyes and glanced at Kylo, taking in his enchanting features. He was very close to me right now, to the point where if I dared turn my head, my nose would probably touch his.

"What happened?"

"I got captured, obviously," he gave me the "don't be sarcastic" look, "Alright alright. I just so happened to accidentally stumble into a First Order controlled territory. Surprised they didn't kill me right then and there."

He took a step back and I turned my head back so I could look at him, "Why do you always find yourself in some kind of trouble every time I run into you?"

"You said it yourself. I don't know. Fate is fate, after all."

He circled to the side of the standing table and pressed a button. All of the cuffs around my wrist and ankles opened up. He stood in front of me and reached out his hand. I raised an eyebrow in confusion, but I still took his hand with mine and he helped me off. Then he took off his black cloak* and gave it to me. *(or scarf-hood, as I call it. Fashion... It advances so fast...)

"Put it on and do not take off the hood," he ordered me.

I did as he said and pulled the hood over my head, "Why are you doing this, letting me go?"

He didn't answer and instead took my hand. Kylo took his mask with his free hand, put it on, and started walking down the corridor. I quickly went to stand by his side, trying to keep up with him. We easily walked past multiple squads of stormtroopers, and they didn't even look our way. Eventually, we arrived at the hanger of the carrier.

He took me to one of the Tie Fighters that were docked, "Take this and leave here. Also, it is anchored on the side, so remove that first before taking off," he said, handing me my lightsaber that he had on his belt.

"Why are you doing this?"

Again, he didn't answer. Most likely, he didn't know the answer to that himself. I took off the cloak and gave it back to him. He took it and put it on before walking away. I looked on the right side of the ship and saw the hook that kept it in place. Taking a deep breath, I turned on my lightsaber and aimed it. I threw it at the string. After it cut it, I extended my hand and focused all of my attention to bring it back, like a boomerang.

Once I felt the handle of the lightsaber in my hand, I turned it off, stuck it in my belt holster, and hopped on top of the ship. Opening the hatch, I slid in, closed it behind me, and started the Tie Fighter. I started it and took off, getting out of the system as fast as I could with the enemy shooting at the craft.

It makes your frozen heart melt and flow,
and within, we now dance the dance of light

-Kylo Ren's POV-

I was walking through the pine forest of Fuyu, alone. The reason that I was back here was to make sure everything was in order and nothing happened. I already did that. Now I found myself walking through this snowy forest for no reason in particular. I was not there to enjoy the scenery. Instead, I was thinking over a certain thing.

Why is it that whenever I happen to find (F/n), I start acting differently? It didn't seem right to me. I am supposed to be cruel to the enemy, not helpful! The worst part is that all the actions I do are all on my own will. I have had many opportunities to kill her, but I did not. And it is only with her, not anyone else. The more I thought about it, the more anger I grew against myself.

I balled my hand up into a fist and punched the side of a tree. That was one of my few mistakes. The snowy branches of the tree rattled and the frozen water fell on top of me. That is when I heard someone stifle a laugh. I looked around and saw her, standing there with her hand above her mouth. I could tell she was trying very hard to not let out even a giggle. I had stiffened up when I noticed that she was there. How long has she been standing there, watching me?

After calming down a bit, (F/n) approached me with a smile on her face and nonchalantly brushed off the white powder that landed on my head and shoulders. I felt my face heat up and that weird feeling once again. It also felt like my heart was beating faster than normal. What is going on with me? Why is it that only she can make me feel this way?

"You did not have to do that," I said, nearly stuttering.

"Oh, so you did want to catch a cold?" she answered in a joking manner, "Though, it seems it might be too late..."

"W-What?"

"I'm kidding. Your face seems a little red, though."

I remained silent. Was it noticeable? No, I should not concern myself with such things. We are in a cold climate, after all. It is only natural... I should not be making excuses.

"What are you doing here, again?"

"That's classified information. I'm not a spy for you, after all."

"Of course..."

She walked right past me while I stood there, watching her until she was out of my sight. I ran a hand through my hair, sighing. Just what exactly is wrong with me? Maybe I am coming down with something...

Here we go, danger, it's dangerous,
figures of light lingering in the darkness,

hurry, faster, before the day breaks,
I'll bring you to my side before anyone else can see,
lower your head, just follow my shadow burning white,
briefly close your eyes to the slowly sharpening moment on our orbiting ship

-(F/n)'s POV-

I ran as fast as I could towards my spacecraft, opening it and slipping into the pilot seat, "Hey! Stop her! General's orders!" one of the soldiers yelled towards the others nearby. Panicking, I closed the hatch above me and turned on the ship. Eventually, I got the craft flying and I took off. It took awhile to lose the other pilots, but I did and went as far as I could on the fuel the plane contained.

Once I landed the shuttle in the sandy desert of Tatooine, I ripped out anything in the plane that could be used to track me, got out, and smashed the devices into pieces. I took off my jacket and helmet and threw it into the compartment. As of this moment, I was a run away fugitive of the Resistance and the remainder of the Republic.

This is what happened, when I was on recon duty with another soldier on Fuyu, well... that soldier happened to see me talking to Kylo Ren and acting friendly towards him. That soldier reported it to General Organa when I wasn't around. She brought me in for questioning, starting off with the easy to answer questions before getting into the topic of my interaction with Kylo Ren. I tried to explain that I didn't reveal anything, but she didn't believe me and had me arrested.

I managed to get away using the mind tricks on the guards that were holding me. I took my lightsaber and ran as fast as I could, using the yellow blade to deflect the bullets coming my way. Regardless, just my interaction with Kylo Ren was enough to get me labeled as a traitor.

Letting out a sigh, I sat under the spaceship until night came along. It became much colder then, and I had no choice but to get my jacket. I put it on and started walking towards the nearest city, or space port. By the time I arrived, the moon was already high in the sky. Even at night the area was still bustling, as well as several shops still set up.

Passing by one of the stores, I saw a black cloak hanging on one of the displays. I approached the shop and looked closely at it more. Since I happen to be on the run, I would need one of these. An older twi'lek lady approached me.

She looked me over once and then smiled, "I don't suppose you were with that young black haired man I saw earlier?"

"Black haired man?"

"Ah, yes. He said that he was looking for someone because he felt their presence nearby."

"He could be describing anyone," I shrugged.

"He said it was a human female with (h/l) (h/c) hair and (e/c) eyes."

"Kylo Ren..." I muttered. Did I forget to mention that most of Tatooine remained neutral to the cause? The government wasn't too keen on picking sides and the people here didn't seem to mind it, since they could do business with both sides. Although, the First Order didn't seem to like it and always started a fight with any Resistance fighters they saw. One of the reasons why we ended up wearing ordinary clothes instead of our uniforms when coming here for business purposes.

"I believe that is what he said his name was," she answered.

"Which way did you see him go?" I asked.

"That way, though I don't think you have to go very far," she answered, pointing behind me.

I turned around and saw Kylo Ren standing several meters away, looking like he was focusing on something. Two stormtroopers stood behind him, their guns hanging off the side of their belts.

I turned back towards the twi'lek woman, "Were those soldiers with him before?"

"I think so, but they stood some feet away so that they could see him but couldn't over hear him."

"Oh," I glanced over at the black-haired man and then looked back, "Anyways, how much for this cloak?"

"1000 Credits."

"I will buy it," a deep voice said behind me.

A leather satchel was handed to the lady and she nodded her head, taking the cloak off of the hook and giving it to me, "Have a good night," she said, walking to put the cash away.

I put on the cloak and turned around, "You didn't have to do that," I said, looking up at the brown-eyed Sith apprentice.

He took my hand and started walking with me in tow. The two stormtroopers followed behind us. What was going on now? Do I have a price on my head by the First Order too? Wait, of course I don't! If I did, then Kylo wouldn't have bought me this cloak. Now the question is, what is he doing? We walked into a dark alleyway, with only the moonlight providing a source of light. It wasn't much, though. Kylo ordered the stormtroopers to stand near the alley's entrance.

"What are you doing out here and why are there Resistance fighters here?"

"There are Resistance fighters here?"

"Do not play dumb. What is your organization planning?"

"Nothing! They're probably looking for me."

"Why would they be looking for you?"

"I'm pretty much a wanted fugitive to the Republic now. If you want to know, a soldier happened to see our short conversation on Fuyu and reported me to the General. I'm the equivalent to a traitor now."

He remained silent. I told him the truth, and the question is now if he'd believe me or not. I probably wouldn't believe me. It just seemed to happen all too fast. After all, it wasn't more than a week since we last saw each other.

"Come with me," he suddenly said.

"What?"

"Join the First Order. We can train to be stronger together," he took both of my hands in his.

"I-I can't do that, Kylo. I'd rather be neutral. I could just live on Tatooine in the meantime--"

"(F/n), is living on this planet by yourself really the best idea? If the Resistance is looking for you, you would be in much better hands with the First Order."

I hesitated to answer. In a way, he was right. I could have an army at my control, but at the same time, I couldn't find it in my heart to agree with their agenda. I wanted to be good, do the right thing! Seeming like he sensed my division over the matter, he let go of my hands while sighing.

"My ship is just outside the city's western entrance. I will be here until dawn of the day after tomorrow. Make your decision by then. If you do not show up, then I will assume your answer is no. If it is the other way around, then I will take you with me," he said before walking away.

I watched him leave as I thought it over. Putting on the hood of the cloak, I went back out on to the main street. If Resistance fighters were here, there were probably a few prying eyes around, keeping a close eye.

It was already evening of the next day. I hadn't seen Kylo at all since yesterday. Also, he was right about Resistance troops being around. They were dressed in civilian clothing obviously, but they still carried guns that were exclusive to the Republic. I managed to avoid being seen by them, but I sensed that it would only be a matter of time.

I was lying down on the sandy ground in an empty alley. I was still trying to decide if I should go with Kylo Ren or not. As I was pondering about it, I heard the sound of two pairs of footsteps approaching me. I sat up and noticed two "civilians" approaching me. I carefully put my right hand on the hilt of my lightsaber, waiting for them to pass by without so much as glancing at me.

Unfortunately, they stopped in front of me. I used my left hand to lower my hood and looked down. I heard someone clearing their throat. Even then, I didn't look up.

"Excuse me, but what exactly are you doing here?" a female voice asked.

"..."

"Didn't you hear me?"

"Probably just a drunk person. I highly doubt they'd know anything about (F/n)'s whereabouts, much less who she is," this time a male voice said.

"They don't look drunk," the female said, squatting, "... Put your hands up!" she took out her gun and aimed it at me.

I bit my lower lip. As much as I didn't want to have to kill my... former, comrades, I was left with no choice. Gripping the lightsaber handle tightly, I took it out and stabbed the female in the stomach in one swift movement. Her eyes widened and became lifeless in a matter of moments.

"We found her!" the male yelled loudly, taking out his own gun, aimed it at me, and shot.

As fast as he took out his gun, I took the lightsaber out of the now dead female's body and deflected his bullets while standing up. I extended my hand out and used the force to push him as far away as possible before running. When I got out of the alley, there were a dozen Resistance fighters with rifles in their hands surrounding the entrance. I wanted as little casualties as possible, but I had no choice now.

I ran up to one of them, deflecting the bullets from them, and decapitated the soldier. I went to the one standing next to the slain man and stabbed him in the stomach before slicing his body in half. The routine and thoughts were based on my usual instinct on the battlefield: kill the enemy, have no mercy, because they will have no mercy on you.

As soon as I killed the last one, I saw more coming. This was probably one of the very few times in my life I've ever felt this special, except this was in a negative way. Instead of staying to fight, I took off running towards the direction Kylo said his ship was. I dodged as many of the bullets that I could, as well as deflect a few, but one managed to strike my left shoulder. I hissed in pain, but that didn't stop me.

The sky was getting brighter and I knew that I didn't have much time left. What seemed like a few minutes later, I saw the all too familiar craft, and Kylo was standing there, waiting.

"Kylo! Help me!" I screamed loudly and desperately.

He looked over and saw me running towards him. Putting on his mask, he quickly approached me. I started slowing down, the adrenaline I had was fading and tiredness started over taking me. Once he was in front of me, I nearly collapsed, but he caught me and held me close to him. I could hear yelling in the distance, and I knew it wasn't anything good.

The brown-eyed man put one of his arms under my legs and another around my torso, picked me up, and made his way back to the ship as fast as he could. I could hear the sound of gunfire coming from far away, which was met with the return gunfire of the stormtroopers nearby. The last thing I heard was the sound of the craft starting before losing consciousness.

Spilling forth like stars, defying the darkness,
it's time for me to make you bloom,
make even the tears you've hidden shine,
the dawn has come, now everything is going back in place,
and it's here and now I will give you my everything

"Ugh..." I groaned, holding my left shoulder. I sat up from the bed I was laying on and looked around. A medical center, it looked like. A First Order one, too. How I knew that? There were stormtroopers standing outside of the room. They looked like they were on guard duty. I noticed that my right arm had IV drips poked into it, along with a few other medical devices attached to my body.

I wasn't panicking, though. The only thing that was on my mind was the realization of what I did. Accepting Kylo Ren's offer? No, that wasn't it. It was the fact that I killed people that I once thought of as brothers and sisters. How quickly they turned on me... it was disturbing in my opinion. I didn't realize that someone had entered the room, or that I was even crying, until a hand touched my face to wipe away the tears that were on my face.

I looked up and saw that it was Kylo. He had a very rare gentle smile on his face, "If you want to cry, then cry," he said, gently embracing me in his arms. Even if he was heartless to just about anyone, I apparently managed to steal his heart.

Of course, I was still crying. I hugged him back and kept on weeping till I couldn't no more. I really had felt betrayed by my former alliance. They turned on me so fast, even though not too long ago we were sharing jokes and laughing together. Eventually, I calmed down somewhat, but we still kept holding on to each other.

"You know, I... I have been getting these strange feelings when I am around you," he muttered.

"What kind of feelings?"

"My heart feels like it beats faster, my face heats up from the slightest touch from you, and I do not like it when you are sad or hurt. Not only that, but I did not have any sort of desire to kill you when I had multiple chances. Just thinking about it made me feel guilty."

"... You're in love with me?"

"I am?"

"Sounds like it. Why me, though? Wait, you're going to say "I do not know.""

"I thought that I was heartless, but... I guess not," I felt one of his hands ball up tightly, "I am a failure."

Why does he think that? What has he done to make him think that he is a failure? In my opinion, that fact that he actually has some sort of positive feeling proves that he has some sort of light in his heart. Not the one I'd prefer, but it was something. Well, now that I think about it, when you're on the dark side of the force, it does seem pretty bad to have happy-go-lucky emotions of any sort.

Pulling away from his embrace, I looked him straight in the eyes, "You aren't a failure in any sort of way. Besides, I think that it's great that you have a positive emotion!"

He looked down to the floor, "I do not think the same as you do," the raven-haired man muttered.

I frowned. It did seem like accepting the fact that he's in love would be hard to deal with for him. Letting out a small sigh, I slowly leaned back onto the back of the cot. I didn't know what to do to change his mind, or encourage him. I guess I should just give him some more time to let it sink in.

-Two days later-

Standing outside on the snowy base of the man-made planet, I watched as the sky slowly became brighter. It was the first time I've been outside, and the fresh chilled air and wide open space felt relaxing after being locked in a room for the last couple of days. I haven't seen Kylo Ren since that day, either, though the person who did and had to follow me around was General Hux. He didn't seem too pleased at having to do so, but he did kind of showed me around.

Hux wasn't here right now because he was probably still sleeping. The sun wasn't even up yet, so... yeah. Three stormtroopers did happen to be standing at the door to my room and followed me. They were watching over me, more likely they were ordered to make sure I didn't snoop around. I really didn't like having to basically be babysat all the time, but I understood why. In their minds, this could all be a ploy by the Resistance to gain intel on the First Order's plans, or to kill their Commander.

Then I heard the sound of snow being stepped on from behind me, and the familiar presence of the darkness. The sound stopped behind me, and I felt a hand lightly grip my right shoulder. I instinctively turned around, although I already knew who it was.

"... It's been awhile," I said cheerfully.

Kylo remained silent, looking directly into my eyes. He seemed like he was determined, but for what? I glanced over to the entrance/exit of the indoor base and noticed the stormtroopers from earlier were gone.

"I sent them away so we could be alone," the black-haired male said, noticing where I was looking.

I nodded my head, "So, what do you want to talk about?" I asked.

"I thought that I should most likely confess my feelings for you more properly."

"O-Oh... There's no need--"

"No. Not doing it correctly would bother me for a long time."

"If it makes you feel better, then go ahead. Though, you already kind of ruined the moment," I muttered the last part.

He raised an eyebrow, but quickly lowered it, "I want to say that... I can not do this..."

"I love you, Kylo Ren," I spoke instead of him since it seemed he couldn't express himself, "I love every single thing about you. Nothing more, nothing less. Every flaw, every feature... Obviously, we come from two sides of the force, but... I sense that it is something that we can overcome. Whether it is I that falls to your side, the other way around, or managing to ignore that fact and be in complete harmony,"
I wrapped my arms around his neck and gently pulled him closer to my face, "Now it's your turn."

"... What you just said. And when it is just the two of us, call me Ben," he muttered.

"Hehe, okay, Ben. You do know what comes next, right? I'm not going to initiate it," I teased slightly.

Ben chuckled, "I know... still," he took a quick deep breath before letting it out. Placing his hands on my waist, he pulled me closer and placed his lips on mine. I kissed him right back. I was enjoying every single moment of the contact, and quite honestly, the fact that I was standing outside in the cold for quite sometime, his warmth from both his physical body and emotions was very much welcomed.

It didn't last long, though, "Commander!" a voice yelled from nearby. Ben quickly parted from the kiss and turned to look at the person who called. I looked as well and noticed it was General Hux, and he had his gun drawn, aimed at me. My eyes widened, and Ben put his arm in front of me.

"Step away from her!" Hux yelled.

"Calm down General, she does not pose any threat--"

"(F/n) could have had some sort of poison on her lips and--"

Ben didn't seem to be taking any of it and extended his hand out. Hux instantly froze in place, "I said, calm down. I am not foolish, and trust me, she had many chances to kill me as I had to kill her. Yet, she did not and I did not. Now I ask, do you want to make me angry?"

"N-No, sir!"

Nodding his head, he continued, "Good. Now, I will let you go, but you have to put your gun away and leave us alone. Also, I will be the one to watch over her from now on, is that clear?"

"O-Of course, sir!"

After that, Ben lowered his arm and Hux started moving again. Doing as he promised he would, he placed his gun on its holster and turned around, walking away like nothing happened. I guess being the Commander of the First Order had many pros. Turning around to face me, he placed his hand on my cheek. I was shivering quite a bit, both from the cold air and the fact I could've been shot and killed right then and there.

Noticing my shaking, he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a tight hug, "Come on, lets go inside before you become sick," he muttered, guiding me back into the Starkiller base.

I wandered here to your outreached hand,
found you to protect you, and to become your savior,
in the pitch black darkness, I'll take your hand,
a life saver, lightsaber

-Le fin-

















-Bonus!-
-Kylo Ren's POV-
-The day before-


"Can I really be in love with someone like (F/n)? She is not like me at all..." I looked at the Darth Vader skull in front of me, "I mean... she is... well, nice is not the right word to use, but... it seems so hard to describe her. I can use arrogant, sarcastic, bratty, but... I guess (F/n) can be caring as well. If only I knew how you confessed to grandmother..."

Silence answered me. I let out a sigh while looking down at the floor. Maybe this was something I should talk about to an actual living, breathing person, but who here in this base has actually experienced love before, though? No one. Nearly everyone here was made in a circular tube, didn't have any actual parents, don't remember their families, or never really cared about their family.

"How... how do I properly confess my love for (F/n)?!" I growled, balling up my fists tightly. I still do not understand love all too well. Why does it make me act this way over a female? Not only that, but it felt like a whole swirl of mostly positive emotions. Only (F/n) could make me feel so weak. All of this was so confusing to me, and I knew I was not going to get any answers from a skull.

"Do it... Just do it..." an echo-y voice said that seemed to come from no where.

"What the--" "Don't let your dreams be dreams..."

"Where is that voice coming from?" I looked around and saw no one in the vicinity.

"Yesterday you said tomorrow, so just do it..."

I stood up and went to look out in the hallway, but saw no one there. I went back to where I was and looked around. Who was here and where were they?

"Make your dreams come true, just do it. Some people dream of success, while you're going to wake up and work hard at it..."

"Who is there?!" I yelled angrily.

"Nothing is impossible, you should get to the point where anyone else would quit and you're not going to stop there."

"I... am...?" "What are you waiting for? DO IT! JUST DO IT!"

"Why am I having a conversation with an invisible voice...?" I muttered to myself, "But I cannot--" "YES YOU CAN! JUST DO IT!"

"... You are right, unknown voice. I can do it!" I encouraged myself. I got up and walked out of the room, "Tomorrow, though. It does seem a bit... late," I continued on, walking aimlessly.

-3rd POV-

"Part of this universe, you aren't," Yoda said, looking at the mysterious man, "But great power, you possess."

"Indeed. You managed to speak to Kylo Ren where we couldn't. Tell us, what is your name?" Ben asked the strange spirit.

"Shia LaBeouf," the man answered the two.

Now le fin~ Sorry not sorry. Thank you HISHE >.>
Okay... I ran out of ideas towards the end. So there's your crappy ending! Yay! >.>That plot twist tho... you joined the dark side instead of Ben joining the light side. Yep. If there are any factual errors, please tell me. I have a terrible memory and can only remember certain parts of the movie and how senpai/oppa looks like and its been awhile since I've saw the original movies as well.

Also, a week since I promised this to be out...! *smashes head against wall* DANG IT! I shouldn't make promises I can't freaking keep!

Disclaimer: I do NOT own any Star Wars characters/locations mentioned in my story, they are owned by Disney/Lucasfilms. I do NOT own EXO nor the song I used for this story, they are owned by SM Entertainment. I do NOT own you, you are owned by you. The plot and story IS owned by me.</strike>
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I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT SHIA LABEOUF
SIMULATION
For real though I am laughing so m hard right now. XD
The story was great. Seriously. I especially loved where he finds her sleeping and she's just like "sup bro"
For real, this is excellent.
And the bonus ending is everything.